Is it fantasy? I get so spun up myself worrying about this. I follow (or, followed, I should say, past tense, it started affecting my mental health in the ways you mention to the point it was affecting my job) Dr. John Campbell and other doctors on Twitter, discussing these giant clots, these horrible white and dark red bio structures fo…
Is it fantasy? I get so spun up myself worrying about this. I follow (or, followed, I should say, past tense, it started affecting my mental health in the ways you mention to the point it was affecting my job) Dr. John Campbell and other doctors on Twitter, discussing these giant clots, these horrible white and dark red bio structures found in the jabbed dead. Campbell says they have tensile strength (a coroner sent him samples to test), Karen Kingston says they have graphene in them, and if it's real that I and all covid jabbed have that growing in us, then the darkest most nefarious plots Weinstein imagines could be true. I had to delete my Twitter recently b/c of this; I was staying up all night, researching, sending things to people I love telling them we're all doomed and will be dead soon, not good! But my quandary I still struggle with is, if this shit is true about the jabs and what they did to us, wouldn't it be mentally unhealthy NOT to be obsessed about it, with your own imminent death at the hands of these bio-structures shredding your arteries? I wish I knew what was true.
PS- I just noticed your substack name. If you're the writer, I loved that one poem you wrote as a series of numbered stanzas juxtaposing mourning elephants and the boy who finds the trumpet. It was a decade ago I read it and I still remember how it moved me.
This is the conspiracy mindset. Not “this is true!”, it’s either: “I want this to be true!” or “I’m so afraid this is true!”
Motivated reasoning, and self-indulgence. Why do you have the motivation to stay up all night “researching” (you’re not researching)? Don’t you have real responsibilities that you are neglecting? The internet is just BAD for some people. You cannot fix the world’s problems, or even your own, by clicking obsessively on links to more and more deranged articles and blogs and posts and videos. Nobody on YouTube knows what they are talking about, except the ones who make videos on how to change the oil in your car or whatever. Those are helpful.
Vaccines are safe, the earth is an oblate sphere, we went to the moon. Go and do something useful with your own two hands, that’s how you achieve satisfaction. Bring food to an elderly neighbour, help a struggling young mother with her kids, go out for dinner with a friend. Just get off the fecking internet. You’ll be so much happier.
I maybe misrepresented myself. I work 7 day weeks and help care for a relative with a brain injury. The problem was, the little free time I had, even cutting in to sleep/rest time, I was spending obsessing over when the shots would kill me/all who I love. You are spot on about the two types of thinking that motivates, though.
I was more snippy than I should have been so thank you for the considerate response.
I’m interested in how you realised you were going off piste though. Is it because you actually have to be present in the real world that was the shield? I mean because you have real world responsibilities? My theory is that too few of us have our real lives filled with that kind of responsibility l.
Is it fantasy? I get so spun up myself worrying about this. I follow (or, followed, I should say, past tense, it started affecting my mental health in the ways you mention to the point it was affecting my job) Dr. John Campbell and other doctors on Twitter, discussing these giant clots, these horrible white and dark red bio structures found in the jabbed dead. Campbell says they have tensile strength (a coroner sent him samples to test), Karen Kingston says they have graphene in them, and if it's real that I and all covid jabbed have that growing in us, then the darkest most nefarious plots Weinstein imagines could be true. I had to delete my Twitter recently b/c of this; I was staying up all night, researching, sending things to people I love telling them we're all doomed and will be dead soon, not good! But my quandary I still struggle with is, if this shit is true about the jabs and what they did to us, wouldn't it be mentally unhealthy NOT to be obsessed about it, with your own imminent death at the hands of these bio-structures shredding your arteries? I wish I knew what was true.
PS- I just noticed your substack name. If you're the writer, I loved that one poem you wrote as a series of numbered stanzas juxtaposing mourning elephants and the boy who finds the trumpet. It was a decade ago I read it and I still remember how it moved me.
This is the conspiracy mindset. Not “this is true!”, it’s either: “I want this to be true!” or “I’m so afraid this is true!”
Motivated reasoning, and self-indulgence. Why do you have the motivation to stay up all night “researching” (you’re not researching)? Don’t you have real responsibilities that you are neglecting? The internet is just BAD for some people. You cannot fix the world’s problems, or even your own, by clicking obsessively on links to more and more deranged articles and blogs and posts and videos. Nobody on YouTube knows what they are talking about, except the ones who make videos on how to change the oil in your car or whatever. Those are helpful.
Vaccines are safe, the earth is an oblate sphere, we went to the moon. Go and do something useful with your own two hands, that’s how you achieve satisfaction. Bring food to an elderly neighbour, help a struggling young mother with her kids, go out for dinner with a friend. Just get off the fecking internet. You’ll be so much happier.
I maybe misrepresented myself. I work 7 day weeks and help care for a relative with a brain injury. The problem was, the little free time I had, even cutting in to sleep/rest time, I was spending obsessing over when the shots would kill me/all who I love. You are spot on about the two types of thinking that motivates, though.
Thank you.
I was more snippy than I should have been so thank you for the considerate response.
I’m interested in how you realised you were going off piste though. Is it because you actually have to be present in the real world that was the shield? I mean because you have real world responsibilities? My theory is that too few of us have our real lives filled with that kind of responsibility l.